find me please...
i was out lying again!
it was saturday and i don't feel like working so i called in and left a message in the VM.
hell care!!! i'm no longer enjoying, i want to get out of the mundane life i have evernight, going to the office take calls from ballooneys and try to resolve their problems, at first i feel like God, like evrything and a lot of people depends on me, i'm like God only a phone call away,,,
but just like the movie bruce almighty, everything will eventually sink in, so deep that it can shatter you into pieces, and you'll be left lost and picking up the pieces of your dear self.
i'm somebody else, i feel like losing the real ole me, and it's scary, boring, tormenting and iritating all at the same time.
last saturday was a breath of life, the life i used to have. life with my lover, MUSIC...
i wasn't feeling well so i did the SOP, i received a text from balot to go out and check a gig, home made, from the heart, metal rock, both covers and compositions waiting for us, so between a boring work and calling of the heart, do i need to tell you which i choose?..
it was good, not to mention the new faces i've met and faces back then i'm familiar with, people from the same hometown, oh my mistake it wasn't good, it was blasted!!!
i was worth all the effort for my lying and i'm ready for the consequences